Wednesday, April 05, 2006

Recurring dreams...

I don't know if you dreamt of something, you already dreamt before.

Last night I had a dream. I dreamt that I failed in a subject because I never attended class. How could it be? I never thought i was enrolled in that class. Everything else was perfect, except for that failure of mine.

This is not the first time. Same story line. I missed class for a whole sem. And to think of it, I have been out of school now for more than 10 years.

Tuesday, April 04, 2006


"to have friends, you must be a friend" - anonymous

Who is my best friend? Until now, i have no idea. No, don't count me out yet. It does not mean i have no friends. I have lots of them, but until now, I am not sure who my best friend is.

There is none who knew everything about me. I give only a partial of me. Even I myself knew only a portion of me.

In a clique, i can be the most patient and level headed. When i am alone, i can be furiously impatient. I can be the most popular, or i can just hide from the crowd.

I have high regard for friendships. I don't want to lose any of my friends. I don't easily give up too. I look at the bright side. Perhaps this is my greatest transformation - from a self-centered, grudgingly introvert person, to someone who offers friendship to anyone. Again, I only give a portion of myself.